Make My Day... Today is Tuesday... I went to MacRitchie to row with Joel... Wasnt in my best mood though... Had GYM training the previous day so my whole body was aching... So many people were training at MacRitchie today... Got CJC, NJC, ACSI, Creasents Girls Hwa Chong, National Team blah blah blah... like a few hundreds of people in the waters... Seeing all of them training so hard makes me feel sad about it... Some people can train darn hard but they might not get the results they want... I'll feel bad abt it... Very Bad... Nevertheless in the upcoming competition... I aim for a medal... don't have to be gold... Any medal will do... but in actual fact... I know I just don't want to lose badly! I do not want to capsize before my race ends... I do not want to be the last few to come back for my race... I want to qualify for at least after the Heats... And after that I will give all my best to get a medal... Time is nt my friend... Giving me just 1month or less to train for this Race already showed its dislike for me... However... We are all racing against time... Seeing the National Team today really made me wonder... Even if I gave my best shot... Will there really be a chance? Everyone has a limit... Our Best is our limit... Each person differs in their limit... And the purpose of training or practicing is to expand the limit in order to reach higher limits... We all know that... But we need a constant reminder to push ourselves and succeed... Its been so long since I tried to really seriously do something... Truth: I didnt even study like shit for the Exams-.-! So u know how long it was since I did my 100%? But just for this race... I'm giving more than 100%... Alfred, Alfred... Don't fail myself! Stress sia haha! Yes yes yes I know I have to do my best... I know that for the thousand times people are always telling me... And YES I know that I won't improve by training everyday... Its not like I didnt rest ok! I sleep at least 6 hours a day since Sunday! And I'm not rowing or training on Friday before my race! Today's MacRitchie's 1Km did not seem to be very far... but... It felt as if it was going to take forever to finish that 1Km... I must be Retarded... I know I've always been... I'm Cross... Working for the Pet shop everyday! Wow... Soon I'm gona start licking people (or Biting=)!!!) Or Barking! Man I'm talking dog language everyday... But hell its fun =)! And the dogs really DO listen to U! Its just that they don't speak to response but they cuddle up to you when you are sad, Hop around and play innocently to cheer you up or even pester you to make you stop tinking about other stuff other than itself... I've never treated dogs as dogs... They are just like Babies... Babies who wants to play, need attention and to be fed when hungry... They are learning to understand you just as we are learning to understand them... Man judging from the way I'm behaving I might just fall in love with them... At least they don't break hearts, they don't make empty promises, they don't argue with you, they don't scold you back, they don't give you attitudes, they are just like friends who abides you... I'm gona believe this and continuing beliving this until someone really drops by and make my day... Be warned though... I'm a tough nut to crack... I Don't Need Wishes... I Don't Need Pushes... I Need A Miracle... Give Me More Than I Expect... Beyond My Expectations... Hope my hardwork will pay off both at the race and also other factors... Wanna clue wat else I'm working on? well TOO BAD! No clue! Bye!
i'm not emo @ 10:28 PM
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