Sunday, October 29, 2006
Starts the day...
Everytime in the morning...when ur alarm clock rings, ur mum gets u off bed, ur dog licks u in the face( tat is in my case!) or when u falls off the bed and wakes up...what is the very first thing u will tink of? Do u dread the day? Do u rather stay in bed and go back to slp? Or would u start the day off wif a smile?I would had start the day off smiling at myself in the mirror thinking of how to make my day a good one...planning to have a great time in school or out...but it is WOULD...its past now...Hey guys...those who asked me to go out and stuff...i'm so sorry i didnt make it...i'll be true to u...its not because i wanna avoid u or anything...its just that i'm short of cash...pls understand it takes me a lot of courage to tell you this...i am having difficulty wif cash...so yea...but dun ask me questions abt it can? All i can say is i'm not doing very well...Well i had to go help out in my mum's shop today and met quite a few cute dogs...but hell some of them bites and their teeth were like nails...at the end of the day...I still find my dog the Cuttest+Hottest haha...say hi to everyone Elfi!!! My dog's name is ELFI not ALFI...dun mix my name wif him ok-.-!Zzz...Wonder how the race at macritchie went...but knowing my captain and jon they would definately give all they got...i'm sure it will be a great experience for everyone in Nyp kayaking...The race will definately show us how the pros does it and definately motivates us to do better... Slacking...i guess this word might not appear in my dictionary...i will give all i got for every training i attend for kayaking...i know tat i am nt very good...but i will prove that i can do well too...Both in training and in schoolwork...Cheer for me will you?Prepare for tomorrow...a long day ahead yet the night is young...phew...i'm getting sleepy...Till next time then...nitex!!!Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLYN!!! KOPI-O gal!
i'm not emo @ 11:12 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Blog?
HeLo? Yea its Me again...Alfred...The Guy...OK so watsup?Hmm...i'm like really busy for the past few weeks...sch's started and stuff...and i cant stay up all night to blog cox if i dun have enough slp...my temper can get really bad...Now...u dun wan to be wif some guy wif low blood pressure and a really mean temper in class or Out right? So yea...its gona be a peek-a-boo on when i'm gona blog abt stuff...Now Lets start...hmm...today was the worst training ever...Kallang was in a HUGE mess...Leaves,dirt,currents,rain,lightning,thunder....And On top of that...there was no movtivation around...i felt like i stood no chance against my team mates...might as well try though...but seriously i guess everything went wrong...I dun mind taking the S1 seriously...but hell wat was the darn problem?i still dun know...I guess i am pretty pissed wif myself today after the training...wats wrong today??Why was it that i can't push myself and do better?...i cant find this watever "motivation" thing in myself...Isnt it suppose to come from the Team??? And it seems my team is getting smaller...I'm not happy to see it shrink...will anyone else leave us next???...I tink it might be me...If this team is going to leave me behind...i will not progress...thus i won't see a point in staying and being a hindrance to others...i guess many might think like me...To Sky...maybe kayaking is not really the sport u can do well in...but dun give up on other stuff...i wish u all the best and success in watever u do...I'm still ur friend in watever times...though sometimes i get pissed easily by ur words and i threw my temper alittle...i apologise for it...but be sure not to forget me as a friend...Man...I'm getting pretty sad and pissed right now...No longer have any mood to blog...but i wish everyone else A happy day tomorrow after a good night's slp...nitex!
i'm not emo @ 9:52 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
I've Found Pics!
The Day Ended Off...Sentosa Trip for NYP Kayaking!
i'm not emo @ 2:34 PM
As it rains...the chilly wind blows...
Yesterday...was saturday...training as usual...there was a feeling in me that I shouldnt turn up...but well...it wasnt so bad after all...Heys capt...abt wat u said on Friday...yea...if u didnt say i will not really know because i thought it was alright all along...well...i will do my best abt it...But it takes time!Thx!Looking at it from an angle it seemed like a day...but the truth is...it was a nightmare...Coach said i wasnt doing my best yesterday because i wasnt closing up the gap wif joel...truth is i was pretty much stopped by the freaking dragon boats alot of times...but i guess it isnt an excuse since joel did stop for a minute to drink water...but then again...i didnt drink anywater for the 4 Triangles...ARGH!!! EXCUSES! ALL GOOD FOR NOTHING CRAP~! Ok! No matter wat the case is i'm gona do my best the next training...I've found my motivation in Joel and Yirui...After much thought...the thought of catching up with them...paddling with them side by side...it all seems like a dream...Hmm...i support Derek's Black and Red design for the jersey! In addition the Logo in Gmail's photos would be nice to be on the front!I've Finish watch the Animes, Blood +(ep50) and Ouran High School Host Club(ep26)...both had satisfying endings... guys interested in animes should check out these two animes! Dun just stick to Naruto and Bleach Or Gundam...watch them too! they are great! YouTube is the best place! no need freaking downloads! Also check out KIBA!Hmm...I wanna watch DOA! Stay Alive! Rob-B-Hood! Haha...Lets hang out sometimes! Those hunks and babes having ur Promos,N-lvl,End Of Year,O-lvls! ALL THE BEST! ITS HERE AND WILL BE GONE! GIVE IT ALL YOU GOT! You have only one chance to score so take it and SCORE!When chances are here its hard to be missed...Aim...Go...Score...and end it off with a loud BANG just like how it started! Haha...You won't believe this...i'm sick again....Thx rain! Lol...cya people! And thx for cheering me on^^!!! You have a place in me! Bye!Nani Mo Kowakunai! Mou Osorenai!It doesnt matter how it started...it only matters on how you want to end it!
i'm not emo @ 1:39 PM
