Tuesday, August 29, 2006
GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!
Its 10.45am in the morning in Jurong West Street 42! Geee couldnt find any senior to go down to kallang to kayak today so i decided its time to take a rest at home...NOT! I'll be looking for some stuff to do later...hmm...maybe go and visit the Nurses-to-be,Gen,Anju,Nadz,Shirlyn^^!Or maybe go back secondary school to help in preparation of teacher's day...ok i'll see how hahax!Yea! ok,yesterday's Sea training at kallang wasnt a waste! Only 3 person were there! Wensheng Yirui and ME! yea...since wensheng's partner didnt come down...he couldnt train on a K2...and so he decided to train on a K1...and while he was tired and slacking,me and yirui also grew tired of kayaking in a T1...and so? guess wat happened? HAHA yea Yirui and me tried the K1 on! Yirui was fast can-.-? he just hopped on the K1 and VOOM gone...didnt even have time to captsize-.-...he kayaked 1 big round came back and said: hey alfred u try! Yea so of course i tried.One moment i was balancing near the shore...the next moment the kayak drifted out to the sea...and the 3rd moment i paddled Back to shore in panick...Then did i realise that i actually just rowed a K1-.-! WOW! and out of the excitement i captsized on the shore...crap!Leme tell u! The K1 is FUN! yea its pretty unstable but once u got the hang of it! u dun wanna go back on a T hahax!yea so me and yirui kayaked on the K afew more times and wensheng took back control of it hahax...left Kallang at 12pm as yirui's dad came while we hitched a ride to Suntec! wensheng said: Yirui dad's car was so comfortable that i didnt want to get out! Yea i do agree lolx!Yups so was at Suntec for Lunch...Subway! Eat Healthy Eat Fresh! But the Roast Beef sort of Suck! i couldnt taste the freaking beef all i tasted was VEG! EEW! And went to the New Balance shop to check out running shoes! i suddenly found out i have lots of things to buy! Running shoes, Glove, wet shoes, A new Bag, A Paddle! those things add up are like = $1000! ok so i'm gona work and buy them! at 3pm yesterday went to Sushi Teh for an interview! U know wats their pay? $6/hr weekdays $8/hr weekends! COOL RIGHT? yea but i dunno if i will be selected...i did wrote 6mths sakae sushi service crew for the past year employment! guess i might stand a chance hahax!Reached NYP at 4pm...pretty tired...eyes closing...and i slept on the bench just outside the clubroom to wait for Damien...he came at 5.45Pm...went inside to the clubroom to slack and wait for others to come...smsed some ppl asking if their coming...haix...all said not coming...in the end only Damien,Jing Ting,Yirui,Joel and Me trained...Light weights...Joel's doing new stuff...learned quite abit from him hahax...OH! and joel! i bet he was born to Spite me in every angle! i was doing 43kg for the cable and he was the next...he pulled one and said: too heavy! the next thing he did was increase the weight to 50+kg...Wth...and while i was doing dumb bell he said Wow big muscles i think ur's is bigger than mine! and he flexed his...which is like NICER AND BIGGER THAN MINE-.-!! whatever weight i do he does more-.- he is there to spite me lar!! argh! JOEL! i swear i am gona beat u one day!!! u wait!!! hahax...OK a pretty long post today...guess its time to go decide wat to do...ciao!One day it was fine and Sunny...the Next day it was Sad and Stormy...Today is up to you to decide my Day...
i'm not emo @ 10:44 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Alright!NOW ITS TIME!
Its time to train hard for Kayaking! Heard from coach yesterday that there is a 28km race for kayaking in January!! Man 28km...sounds tough? well nothing is too tough for Alfred with determination! I've decided to go kayaking Sea training at least 3 times a week! But well...dun quite tink i might be able to go Land training cox i might be working in the afternoon or evening lolx! Anyway still looking for a job...my holiday is until 15 Oct man! Cool man got like 1 and half months to Rot...nah alfred wun rot...his got hell lots of activities! Chalet! Kakaking! Expedition! Kbox! GAMES! A JOB! and blah blah blah! 1 and half month...i wonder how much stuff i can do hmm...Ok...Nxt week is TEACHER'S DAY! GOOD STUDENTS always celebrate teacher's day dun they? I'm a student but I'm not good so yea...understand? lol...nah i'll be going back to Secondary School and Primary school to visit my OLD Buddies! and of course my mentors hahax! anyway planning a steamboat nite out for our Favourite nyp lecturers of BM0612! Like Eddie Yeo, Damien Lee, Peter Goh...hahax! thinking of ways to get in contact wif them at the moment! think Arwin's got Eddie Yeo's Number! hmm...so yea Class of BM0612! lets get together and celebrate Teacher's day for Our Nyp lecturers! Yea? its gona Be FUN! alright!Hmm...Still pretty worried abt my papers...think i gona flunk my Accounts...walked out of the examination hall RIGHT after i finished the paper cox i thought that there is nth i can check since there isnt a question i understood! and i wrote lots of rubbish on the papers...Gee i just got reminded...i wanted to draw a: NO WALKING SIGN FOR FEMALE LECTURERS WITH HIGH HEELS! they made hell lots noise with their heels man...clock clock clock...NOISY! but i really really think i did pretty badly for my papers...hope that i can at least have a bother line pass...haix...i guess its no use crying over spilled milk...just wish that the markers are blind! lolx!OK...SOMEONE SAID MY BLOGS LACK PICTURES...yea i know that seriously-.- but i still havent found a way to upload pics into my Laptop yet since all of them are in my phone and this laptop doesnt have BlueTooth...+ i dun have a USB cable...tsk tsk...guess i'll buy a USB memory card reader or sumthing...So yea i'll be uploading pictures asap! but i doubt i'll be in any of them since i'm the camera guy most of the time lolx!OK...gona enjoy my holidays! will blog if something REALLY interesting happens yea? till then! byebye~!I DID NOT TAG AS ALDRED IN ANJU'S BLOG! STOP ACCUSING ME...GETTING PISSED K!
Time's passed...i've been floating around aimlessly hoping u will stop me...u never came and i continue floating...
i'm not emo @ 10:37 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
AED ITS GONA START SOON!
AED? wats that? it stands for AFTER EXAM DEPRESSION! its like a natural disaster! wat does it do? it practically destroys ALFRED'S CONFIDENCE LEVEL! i've been like having since the 1st exam i had in pri1 -.-...lame? no its totally TRUE! BELIEVE ME! I'VE EXPRIENCED IT FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS! so wats it like? I FEEL SO SCARED THAT I WONT PASS A SINGLE PAPER FOR MY EXAM...I'M GONA FAIL AND DROP OUT OF SCH! gee it happens all the time...but i'm glad! why? cox i got a BLOG TO VENT the stuff in me...After friday my last paper i believe AED is gona start...serious! PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS dun blame me if i dun talk to anyone...i will be the ANTI SOCIAL guy u see around...u'll practically think i'm some proud guy who tinks he owns the world if u duno me well or havent read this post...so yea bear wif me k? AND A BIG SORRY IN ADVANCE!gee...shouldnt be blogging at this moment but i musT blog! why? simple: BACK BY DEMAND! yea...i know my blog aint popular or famous or watever but it seems some ppl are actually interested to read huh? man its a big motivation for me cox i know ppl wanna know abt my LIFE~! cool yea? friends like u ppl! where can i find^^! OKok down to some serious matter...hmm...recently i've havent been talking to most ppl in my class: i'm sorry abt it k! i didnt have the time to talk! BUT! pls be assured that: u ppl will still be the best ppl of class BM0612 in my life^^! BM0612 forever!Yea ok! so wats wif alfred? well he WILL BE IN HIS WORST AND BADDEST AND MEANEST MOOD of the year due to a few reasons!
NUMBER 1) AED!
NUMBER 2) $!
NUMBER 3) Some People are making me pissed E.g some lecturers!
NUMBER 4) Gals are here for a reason->make u pissed without knowing it!
NUMBER 5)Those reasons above are enuff to make him pissed!
ok! WAIT there's someting new huh? NUMBER 4) gals are here for a reason -> make u pissed without knowing it!ok...not all gals lar! just some...wat do i mean by it? 1-> they do things u wished they had nvr done be4!2-> u wished that u werent there when they did those stuff!3-> u feel bad they did it yet it isnt ur fault and u get pissed with yourself...Practically Cool? yea true...in fact i think there is something seriously wrong wif me...i'll get straight to the point-> I DUN HAVE THE LOVE FEELINGS AROUND GIRLS ANYMORE...as in its like i use to have tis little feelings of crush here and there...or my heart skips a beat if i see someone whos HOT...but nowadays when i see REALLY REALLY HOT GALS! i will take a look and hope that some past feelins will appear...but it doesnt...BUT I'M NOT INTO GUYS! YET...lolx watever! so yea...maybe its because i've been thinking Pretty+Hot gals are just for the eyes...wat is really pretty is what they are like...most pretty and hot gals i've meet have serious problem with their character and attitude(I DUN MEAN U! TO ME ALL MY FRENS ARE THE SAME! I TREAT U ALL ALIKE! AND I WILL) well...i mean yea no one is perfect...if u are pretty u got problem with attitude...if u have a good attitude u are not pretty...that's wat everyone is right? Girls/Women/Females...Strange Creatures from Venus which can nvr be understood by HOT HUNKS FROM MARS! WAT ARE U THINKING? cox a guy will nvr be able to understand a girl...its the universal truth and also the universal Rule! guys out there if u haved reach the immortality level of understanding the Complex mind of these Strange and Wierd Babes...PLS TAG ME!okok i shall stop here will blog again soon yea? gona mug now cyax! Take GOOD care everyone k? till next time! STAY TUNE!When I see you...my heart doesnt skip a beat like it used to anymore...it just stops...because u are an exception...for I know I will never be able to be your match...I will force myself off this ride of fantasy and hope that i will never again board it...because i know it will never end...
i'm not emo @ 9:54 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
GOD!~SAVE ME!!!
Man! its was a pretty boring day today...i wanted to sneak out of the house to go kallang and see the kyking team in RD! but hell my parents were home the whole day...arg...now i gotta worry if i can join Real Run or not! exam starts next friday! and the new balance real run is on the SUNDAY! gosh which parent will be sane enough to let their son go sentosa for a 10km run knowing its his EXAM PERIOD??? i guess there are but...my parents are INSANE!that's why^^!ok i cant blog long! gotta make it fast huh?NOW! haven been blogging the last few days Because:studying, self training at home, no time blah blah blah!ok but anyway last thursday was cheryl's bday! yea didnt write anything abt wat happened huh? well i guess it was her BEST bday lorx cox it was a really joyful occasion! 11am: called crystal and wanted to drag her to cher's bday(cher and crys knows each other since pri sch!) cox cher wanna see her badly! 12nn: crys called back asked if her sis can come play wif my dog-.-??(lolx of course i said yes! crys got a very CUTE sis in sec1 this year! but i'm too old for her lolx!) 2pm: left my house wif crys towards dobby ghaut to catch a movie wif cher and gang! 3pm: went to cathay cineplex to watch MY SUPER EX-GF!(damn humourous show! but lots of sexual content lolx!uma thruman is hot!!) 5+pm: finished the show, pj,jean,me walked around to the place while crys and cher catched up old times!(we were buying time for yasser and arwin to buy cake for cher and go back sch!) 6pm: back in and threw a small party at the 4th floor roof top for cher!) 6.45pm: walked crys to mac where she had her dinner. 7pm: went to class and had ICA3 for BSA!(now here's the interesting part)9pm: finished test and the gang decided it was time for the surprise!(yasser took cher to the 1st floor to talk while the others prepared)9.15pm: the people took out their pressies and showed to her 1 by 1 but they were wearing it and stuff!(yasser designed a shirt wif BINGO patterns! cher calls herself BINGO queen-.-? i think that's her fav pressie! crys and me bought a shirt from meilian's store lolx!) We asked cher to change into the pressies since they were all wearable and she left for the toilet!9.20pm: we went up to the 2nd floor bridge and sang a happy bday song for cher onced she came into sight at the bottom!(man she is SOOO damn TOUCHED! i know i would be^.^)9,25pm: we went back down the place and guess wat? YASSER TOOK OUT HIS GUITAR AND STARTED SINGING TO CHER! AND ITS A CHINESE SONG!!! i cant rmb wats the title but i know how to sing it alittle lolx! well it must be cher's fav chinese song bahx hahax! The whole gang sang the chorus together! so damn nice! 9.30pm: i had to leave and meet crys for something else but before i left i could see that cher had a really really joyful day!Yeps that's most of it i can rmb! hahax! gee shes so special isnt she? hahax! well stay cute gal! i'll blog on more special things in future if it occurs! till then! cyax!
i'm not emo @ 12:01 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
HELLO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!#$%^*&(*^%$ Gee...watever! YEPS its national day! oh great....i wonder if Singapore is happy abt she getting older-.-? After all shes our MUM! don't we all wish her happy birthday? but seriously...my mum had her bday last Sunday...from wat i see shes not happy abt getting older-.-...so ironic man! Youngster like me wish i can get older so i can have more FREEDOM!(i have pretty strict parental control!) yet adults like them wish they can get YOUNGER so they can KEEP UP WIF THE GENERATIONS! but hey...we all grow old some day! its jus a matter of time right? anyway we bought her Cake from AWFULLY CHOCOLTE! man its one hell of a nasty dark chocolate cake...u can practically get addicted to it if u like dark chocolate...its got a bomb price tag on it too-.-...On addition, me and my sis bought her a plague which practically saved us toking abt things like: u are the best mum in the world! cox the plague had everyting a mum wanted to hear encripted on it haax! well anyway...my dad brought us to SAKAE SUSHI to have dinner that night...geee i really missed working there...and i had a pretty sweet revenge on the staff(i dun knw them! all new except for 1) because as a waiter u know wat the customer is entitled to and well...i gave them hell lots of work to do!!^^ WAHAHAHA( i am evil! EVIL! AND I LIVE TO BE EVIL!LIVEVIL!!!) on top of that! i asked my fren(the only old staff there) to give me a BIG discount hahax! i practically got away wif being EVIL!!! lolx...Anyway! its Cheryl's bday on thursday! be sure to buy something or wish her happy 17th bday!!! hahax...shes a nice gal! but always against me!!! but i dun deny tat she's nice^^! so yea ppl out there! make her happy tat day yea?Yeps and now TO-------->MY LIFE! ok ppl if u dun wanna hear u can leave this webpage but pls dun make noises when leaving! others still wanna read k! ok watever! gee...so i'll be spoiling alittle stuff on my life today! yea...ok i admit! i do like a girl at the moment!(some ppl jus keep asking and asking!) but u know wat? its not like those kind of LOVE! u know...cox the thing is...i dun really intend to woo her...or rather i know i dun stand a chance...so the feelings for her are just slowly fading away...and it has ALREADY faded alot...in fact to me...its not really the right time to have a girlfriend or anything now! So yea...i think u can say that ITS NOT LOVE! so not like I LOVE HER! but maybe i do like her hahax...gee...how should i say this? OH WELL FLUNK IT! so yea i jus hope that we are really good frens^^...i mean...well...she is better as a fren than someone closer than that to me haax! so keep it up fren^.6...YEPS! so that's all for TODAY! shall blog again another time! TATA~Heys! i gotta tell you this if u ever see this and u know i am refering to u!being frens is nice...but hell...cant u be NICE?ok watever!
i'm not emo @ 9:04 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
Heys People!~1st of all! i would like to say a big THANK YOU to all those who cheered me on eversince wat happened a few days ago...THANKYOU! I somehow realise that i do have many supporting frens...thankyou to all!!! anyway i am much more cheery now^^ u guys are right...wats past is past...dun think abt it! i hope ppl will learn from my lesson!
Today was really fun! i woke up but i didnt go for lessons today! instead i went out wif crystal...she had a last minute job at Jurong Point and couldnt come to my sch and since it was jus 1 lesson from 1-3 i thought tat i wasnt wise to go...anyway i helped crystal out at the stall she was tending and i manage to sell a necklace and a doll for her^^...well sort of help her to sell lar hahax...then we went to outram and had crystal do her braces maintenence hahx...and we saw Ms Loke! gosh i didnt see her for like 2 years! seems that shes retired from teaching...she taught me since when i was sec 2 and i scored an A...infact science had always been my best subject but she was a really good teacher! paitence and understanding! but shes fierce lar hahax...she seems so free now...talking to her was quite fun cox she actually shared wif me lots of things abt the new principle of Hua Yi SS...tat Ms Mable...heard she isnt really in favour of the students...well...i dun like her either in a way! i definately prefer Mrs Kong! heard from ms loke that shes now the principle of principles hahax! thats so cool lar! wish i can pay her a visit one day^^...
After her braces appointment was done we returned to JP and straight to the Arcade! crys said she could complete Time Crisis 2 in 1 token...well i did that too before...but today wasnt really my day and died in stage 1>.<...well nvm! we went on some racing with Daytona...its simply a classic man! hahax i beat her as usual=P! Hanging out wif crystal is really fun! Y? cox we can SEE GALS!!! hahax...so funny...in JP its like so many of them! i was flashbanged many times lar! my eyes are so full and sweet=P! Really ALOT u know!!! Most of them are quite pretty lar!!! OHOHOH!! den we saw this very pretty gal wif her bf...her bf is really kns! and his like keep touching her...then they go up the escalator that time the boy stood behind her and grind her>.<...gosh i pity her lorx...shes got a really pervertic bf...i mean if his good looking then i wldn't bother abt it but hell his fat and ugly with a lousy hairstyle and a face full of HOLES!!! well maybe he is really nice to her...but the way he behaves in public is REALLY GROSS!!!
After "sightseeing", we met up wif wilson and Harrison! Harrison is from Nigeria...gosh...i've met many foreigners but nvr met a nigerian be4 lolx...and man he is really cute! and he is quite cool and very steady! his from JJC in crystal's class and guess wat? tomorrow is his BDAY! and they are celebrating in sentosa...i wish i can go...but i cant even go kayaking how to go ppl's bday sia...haix...i reached home at 9pm(my curfew was suppose to be 7pm) but so glad that no one was home! quickly went to bath and settled down then my dad came home! PHEW so close sia!...seems tat no one knew i was late besides my dad and he is much more forgiving than mum...if mum were to know i was 2hrs late i'll be not be bloggin now lolx!hope i can beg my way to kayaking or harrison's bday tomorrow! will blog again asap! CYAX!
I wish that somehow i will meet u accidentally...then maybe...jus maybe...we will have time to hang out...
i'm not emo @ 9:46 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Today...woke up in the morning 8am...still depressed over wat happened...decided not to go to school...i cant face my classmates...not yet...bathed...took my bike and cycled around jurong...many things went through my mind when i was cycling and wasnt really concentrating on the road...rammed into a few objects...trees...poles etc...wasnt really injured or anything...stopped at 1pm by my grandmother's hse to eat lunch...its been 1 week since i last saw her...missed her alot...i always cheer up when i see her cheery smile...all my life shes been my sunshine there's practically nth i can do without her...after seeing her i felt better...but it still wasnt enough to make me stop thinking abt it...decided to go home and rest abit...
On the way home while crossing the zebra crossing on my bike a taxi came buy and rammed into me...i didnt notice it coming or rather my mind wasnt concentrating...but the taxi braked in time so it was just a bump on my thigh...but i fell off the bike...twisted my waist alittle i guess...cox it hurts when i tried to bend or use strength on my back and my right thigh hurts too...but i managed to cycle back to my hse...
Layed on my bed...still thinking of stuffs...wat shld i do?haix...so much wish i can go kayaking today...at least if i can see jerm,sky,JJ,yirui,joel,leon,justin,david,derrick, yunos,gen,Ju,hsing yee,jasmine,nadz, and the seniors then maybe i wun think so much...plus its wednesday today...i might get a chance to see Naomi again and finally be friends wif her instead of jus being able to see her on wednesdays...this whole week seemed to be the worst one...
4pm...i woke up...anyang called me asked if i wanna go and play basketball...my waist and thigh didnt really hurt much so i decided to go...wasnt in the mood to play...so i went down and slacked...no perfect shots like i use to do...no stylish layouts + no faking passes...i was like a noob on the court...so embarassing...haix...
went home at 8pm...like a zombie looking for a prey...i felt as if i could eat anything in the world...so glad to see dad's bought dinner...finished it in like 1min? lolx...sat down in front of my laptop and did the usual stuff...
A pretty boring post today huh? cox today is really boring and nth really happens when i am depressed...sry ppl...
It is not going to work out...is there really such a word call "hope"?then i hope that there is still "hope" for me...
i'm not emo @ 9:58 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
It was a terrible day...a very bad one...the moment i stepped into class at 9am this morning 1 of my classmate asked: why weren't u at arwin's BBQ yesterday? i was like wat the hell??? i thought they said they weren't celebrating...haix...turned out yasser lied...i was damn furious...i hate liars the most...assholes...hell...i kept calm during the morning class...really clam as if nth happened...but by the afternoon class i couldnt take it and asked him in the class before the lesson...guess wat he said?"its not that i want to lie u go ask someone else about it..." wtf? i just know wat the truth is, wat for make it so complicated? guess wat he said next?" wat i cannot lie ar? beat me up lar!" and i stood up to face him...nxt moment ppl came to seperate us...wth...i wasn't even pissed till he said that sentence man...i was talking nicely to him ok...he thinks i'm easy to be bullied? fuck the hell out of him man...PJ pulled me out of the class and to a corner to talk...well he did said some sense into me...but the anger was still there and i really really wanna drag him out and beat some sense into him...but it wasnt nice since my whole class was there...watever i do i'll still be at the losing end according to PJ...haix...i calmed down eventually and went back to class...apologised to yasser cox i wasn't right in flaring up...but hell i still dun think its good to lie...wat a classmate man...i dun know wat is the fucking problem man...many things went through my mind...was it jus yasser or was it arwin? or the rest of the class? i think i've failed as the class chairman...its so depressing...the last time i was this disappointed in the class was during the microecons play where everyone teased me for being gay...its the 2nd time oredi...wat am i suppose to do? forget everything? that's practically impposible with my character...things will definately be different in class now...i'm gona request a change in the chairman...maybe it will be less depressing...i actually apologised to everyone in the class today...but am i really in the fault? Leo asked me to do some soul searching and go find out wat i did wrong...wat have i done wrong? i wasnt the one who lied ok! And i know it wasnt right to make a scene in class but i apologised wat more do u want? my life? i guess they are practically blaming everything for spoiling their day from their nick on MSN...great...asking me to grow up?haix i got nth to say...the worst mood now...but thx to PJ clement yirui and kah hwee today for standing by me...to the rest i've oredi apologised and i gona say it again Sorry class if i am really in the wrong...but pls go think what u have done wrong too cox i dun think that the fault only lies wif me...Worst Mood...signing off...I have done all i could...yet still no response from you...will you drop me a hint?pls...?
i'm not emo @ 7:55 PM
