Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Once There Was A Boy...
Many things has happened...very sad and unhappy stuff...it was pretty demoralising and crashing my mood most of the time...No matter i still did my best to try and be cheerful around people...because i dun wan them to be like me...it feels HORRIBLE to be like me at the moment...One Sad Boy...Disappointed...Demoralised...Spirit Drowning...Mood Crashing...PISSED!I thought i would finally be able to post some pics on my blog...but well...guess i pissed gen off again...no matter...i'll try to find some other ways then...Disgusted by words...annoyed by feelings...I have no say...i have no rights...i havent even said anything and i was shut...i havent even done anything and i was shunned...But above all...i want to thank Crystal(the Best) ...Vannessa(the Longest)...Yirui(the toughest)...Derek(the great)...Joel(the fastest)...Skye(the Buddy)...Jeremy(the missing)...Johnathon(the Man) and so on...to those who had listened to me...beared wif my complaints...had fun with me...and ultimately cared for me...You mean alot to me...Thank You! If i havent mentioned you above...it doesnt mean i'm not thankful(i cant possibly fill my blog wif all NAMES!!)...I wun say wat has happen...i dun need to say...and i dun want to say...because those who knows will understand...those who doesnt can find out...and those who dun care...get lost!The race has just begun...the end is not near...i've bought new shoes to compete...new bag to carry my load...new clothes to win wif glory...and a new attitude to share my victory...Pray that i see you in the finishing line...And thus...we shall see this boy write once more when time comes...Cya...One Sad Boy Looking For One Big Change...
i'm not emo @ 8:59 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
The Day Was Great With You...
Yes You! All Of you from Kayaking! Hahax...Sentosa was GREAT yea? So much fun I had with the team...practically HIGH yesterday hahax...The only thing I regret was not putting enough Sunblock on my skin...Gosh I AM TOO DARK...screw...we go sentosa to tan wat-.-??? Arg...maybe i should go try the OLAY UV stuff...haha...Aloe Vera doesnt seem to be working well on my skin now...hmms...So darn sad sia...I wasnt able to throw Anju into the waters...derrick,joel,jeremy blah blah all suceeded in throwing Gen and Hsing Yee and Julyn and blah blah...gee only i failed>.<...but i hope u girls werent mad at us k? Just having fun^^! And we all were going to get WET anyway...Just the matter of time hahax...The Food was great! Baked Potatoes + tuna from Joel was my Favourite lolx! practically aimed those! And I cant believe the drinks finished up so quickly lolx...shall bring more on the next occasion...Heys I would really wanna comment on Damien's Dare...practically hilarious...but i admire his courage to do it...(cox I wouldnt dare to do it)...Nice one Capts!(He was dared to lie down beside an indian guy face to face and smile at him for 3 Secs...Man U TRY TO DO THAT!) Darn should've brought my camera...then i'll be able to upload pics lolx...maybe I go steal from Gen hahax!!! Alright! till next time! Shall blog again Pretty Soon!Was it right for me to love you? How do we define Wrong?
i'm not emo @ 3:44 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
A bunch of rubbish waiting to be cleared...
We humans are creatures of habit. We do pretty much the same things every day, because it is comfortable to stay within our "comfort zone." It is comfortable to remain essentially unchallenged on a day to day basis, mindlessly performing the same tasks.Dare to question the reasons for your actions. Identify those things that are truly important to you. Challenge yourself. Do something different. Interrupt your thought patterns. Think.The infinite power that lies within you, is ... you.Change begins today. Change your mental outlook, engaging in "possibility thinking." Change your body. Take action. Change your life.Yes, you can-Taken from Nyp Kayaking Blog Posted by the capt!Yea i find this quote really interesting...it is suppose to motivate us...Well it did teach me a thing or two...Haha! Yesterday went out wif my two lovely "wives" from sakae sushi...Sabrina and Kwee Gek(Jade), Been a long time since we last met up...had some real fun hahax^^! Went to Yuki & Yaki to have Buffet after training with them...hmms nt bad hahax ate ALOT lolx...but i had my lunch earlier so didnt really concentrate on wat i was eating hahax...Went on to watch The Banquet( Sab wanna watch-.-) But seriously was a DEEP show not easy to understand...basically is abt a plot by the different powers of the palace to succeed the throne...lots of scandal and conspiracy...but seriously DRAGGY & LONG...people like me dun really enjoy it lolx...thx to Sabrina lar hahax...(but i dun think she understood wat it was showing either hahax!) Anyway we went to Esplanade after that wif Kwee Gek to return her Due Library books-.-(abit lame lolx she carried the books wif her till nite then return hahax) Being wif them is really nice and fun...but seriously cant meet up wif them so often lolx...(And btw they both told me tat they used me to break up wif their boyfriend-.- now i'm in big trouble! the whole Heeren Sakae Sushi crew hates me lar!) Ricky! if u ever come across my blog read this: I HAD NOTHING TO DO WIF YOUR BREAK UP! I wasnt talking to Sabrina on the freaking train! It wasnt me!!! Seriously Innocent!!!OK that was yesterday!Today! Hmm...Went out wif Vannessa my classmate for 10years!(some peope call it fate i simply call it unlucky!) Hahax joking! Went to watch John Tucker Must Die! Heys this is a seriously NICE NICE SHOW lolx...the next big college movie after Mean Girls! Seriously recommand all of you to go watch! In Fact i dun mind watching it again hahax! Van mus be happy now cox she didnt spent a single cent-.- and i jus realised it myself Lolx! Gee guess its fine lar dun get to go out wif her often anyways! Had a really nice chat wif her abt life...gee she's got a wierd thing for guys...Boys who likes her are disgusting to her...and she wans boys to be the ones she WOOs! Not the one wooing her-.-? i was like HUH?? Wierd lolx! Ok lar different people different ways of living their lives...Me for example...pretty simple: Be nice to me and i might fall for you! haha...Some people were pretty shock of my critieria of a girlfriend-.-?? Watever Lolx!Now i find that being nice to some people are just not worth my time...in the end they might shun you...isolate you or even define you as a jerk! Nice people are HARD to come by and if you start being MEAN to NICE people...u gona get it from them! Though I may be much more forgiving than others...but...We all have a limit to being NICE! I'm saying this because my friend has jus suffered from this MEAN people...worst is that its someone she likes...poor girl haix...She is now an example i shall nt follow...guess i shall not fall too deep in being nice!!!Hmm...I seriously wonder...if i had oredi fallen too deep in the well till i cant get out...my fren's answer to me is: No matter how deep a well you can still get out when the water level rises...(said in chinese!)Yea i get the point...and he has pretty much enlighten me in alot of stuff...i appreciate him alot! Life is never boring but filled with excitment, it only matters on how you find the excitement! Desire can seal your fate, but you can be fated with desire...Wise Talk hahax...Shall end here...people...take care of yourself yea? till next time! BYE!Shall it end here? Or should I carry on being a fool? When I already know I am the greatest fool...
i'm not emo @ 8:49 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Gee...Sorry!
Heys...I've been kind of sick recently...yesterday was the very 1st time i went to see a doctor by myself...haha...i know you might think: "Gosh this guy is 17 and its the 1st time he went to see a doc by himself? PAMPERED!..." Gee no...i had a phobia of docs since i was small-.-...scared of needles...scared of the scapels...afraid that doctors will say: " You cant eat Chocolate! You cant drink coke! NO ICE-CREAM!" Cox everytime the doctor instructs something to my mom/grandmom/sis/dad(or whoever brings me!) They really do it! Its like 1 week without my favourite stuff...that's why i hate to see a doctor...
But yesterday...I went alone...Fear grew inside me when i 1st alighted from bus infront of jurong polyclinic...what should i do??? Stepped inside...a nurse(she came with a smile!) came up to me a asked me to register at a counter...well pretty glad it wasnt that bad after i registered...but when i looked at the number on top of the door...i was like HELL THERE IS LIKE 60 PEOPLE IN FRONT OF ME?(I expected a long queue but 60 was abit too much)Lolx...i waited for like 30mins and the queue only shortened by 10person...was growing pretty anxious and scared...so i went to the market nearby to have lunch^^!hahax smart me! Had Cheese Prata+Milo Dinosaur!!! DROOL PPL!(ok i shouldnt had eaten that cox my cough got worst!) Was back in 30mins but was pretty glad to see that there were only 10 person left...then i figured that the number wasnt going by sequence-.-!(gee...so much for the smart me...)The wait whereby you know it was gona be you soon was SO DARN LIKE HELL! But...i kept my mind wondering of nurses....was wondering how are Gen Anju and Nadz doing with their attachment...are they like the nurses in Jurong Polyclinic? Are they good? Maybe next time I might be their patients^^!(I hope they are good when they handle me though...i dun wanna die young...And then my number FLASHED across the board...Pulse abnormal! Breathing rate increasing! Andrenaline level rising! Ok! i was just scared-.-...Knocked the door and went in...My first impression of the doctor-> a guy wearing specs with a wierd hairstyle+a facial mask= TWIT! But when he spoke! An air of confidence can be sensed...Doc: Alfred! So tell me, what buisness do you have for me?His got a way with words haha...so i proceeded to explain what was wrong...Cough, Flu, Fever, Headache, Stomach ache, muscle fatique( i couldnt move and had to rest on my bed during sat thx to this and fever+headache!)...Hmm...got out of the room and went to queue up for my medicine again...another long wait lolx...then went to the referral room to collect my referral date to NUH for something...19 Oct..gee...sian...and looked at the time...SHIT! GONA BE LATE FOR TRAINING=15X2 PUSH UP! 1st thing to do! SMS DAMIEN! muhahaha...then went home to collect my stuff and rushed to training!Hmm Training~
Reached at 6.15...saw the team running down the slope and thought they going to run the campus route so i rushed to change my shoes and tried to catch up with them...gee...never thought that cough can affect your run so badly...in the end I jogged really slowly till back the stadium and into the blocks...thought it was kind of wierd how come they never run pass me or something and when i got back to the stadium the 2nd time Skye and Yirui told me they ran the industrial area-.-...craps...lolx waited for them to be back...hahax so glad to see a team like yesterday...so many people i missed! But sort of wasnt in the mood to talk too much...maybe cox i am sick haha....But i was really really happy to see all of you^^! Pulls ups...KILLER! was trying to do as standard as i could but...still had to kick lolx...Back training as expected...gosh was damn embarassing i did wrongly for demo Lolx...i forgot to keep my back straight cox i was looking at jing ting...crapped!OK! TEAMMING WITH JOHNATHON WAS HELL! EXCRUCIATING PAIN AND STRAIN! Oh...well...it was pretty much effective though lolx! still feeling the pain since morning...PHEW! Capt Damien always says:" Don't be afraid of the pain! Cox it means that you are improving! So don't deny pain!"Yea his got a point...and i hope so!To Daniel and Derrick: "THX Ar"..."VERY VERY NICE JOKE"..."HA" "HA" "HA"...in the gym room-.-...Zzz...i dun mind you joke abt me but, dun anyhow tease others they might not like it!...Gona give you that WTF sign next time!Lolx the WTF sign Trend in the team is growing! must learn to use it! WTF WTF WTF! haha...LAME!Ok...pretty tired... the med is making me drowsy again...anyway 9am tomorrow kallang! And results for the 1st sem for Buisness courses will be out at 6am tomorrow...be sure to check! ok bye! Sorry...So sorry I made your day miserable...I tink i did...
i'm not emo @ 8:36 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Ouran High School Host Club~!
Anyway People check out this cool Anime On You Tube...Girls will like it better though i think...Guys will find it Hilarious! hahax...I'm totally addicted to it at the moment^^!Nw...Joel intro-ed a game to me named Space Cowboy! Hahax pretty cool MMORPG/FPS game with a touch of Future Technology...u get to fly a Battle Plane and go shooting bad monsters or Duel with other people using some advance stradegy! So Polish your Gears and fill the sky with Flames!Jammed...Hmm...Still sick at the moment...I find that I waste more energy on coughing than on kayaking yesterday Lolx...Guess its no use going training and overstraining myself after all...Must learn to take care of my body in order to give the maximum output!!! Heard that Coach is coming down next week during one of the land training...wonder if its true...Damien says tat if you want to impress coach you better be around(haha wat a line to call ppl come down but its pretty logical!) Well...Impress coach huh? Not my kind of thing to do lolx...I just hope he won't give us a hard time when he comes down...*Prays*!U know? Tonight is Club Momo Underage Party...So sad I last minute got something On and couldn't go...well...I've been quite grounded for going Out almost EVERYNIGHT! The curfew thingy is back...be home by 10! -.- Oh pls! gime a break! its HOLIDAY OK! guess i better get a job fast then i can excuse and run amok! hahax...but if i get a job i'll be like so damn tired and i'm not sure if i can make time for training...hmm...any Job Offers for me?Signing Off early today...So darn tired...Practically slacked today off...hmms...Good Night everyone...I Need To Read Your Mind! What were you thinking? Bold? Fun? Crazy?Guess it doesnt matter to me...Take Good Care ok?
i'm not emo @ 10:25 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
The Day Of Illness...
Gee...was pretty sick today for the whole day...after training went home took some panadol and dropped on the bed for 5hrs straight before my dad woke me up for dinner lolx...
Well Seems that my training for the past few days has paid off^^! Coach said that my strokes improved from last week! Hahax...ok shant Fly yet! But i know my wings are growing! lolx...watever...Cant believe i still had energy to kayak despite being pretty sick for the day lar...Body too Heaty...gotta cut down on spicy stuff huh? Any advise on wat to eat or drink for heaty body? Anyone?
Argh...U gain something, You lose something...U get praised by coach for improvement,You lose ur health for it...U eat some good food, You lose the money u could actually spend on other stuff...You offer to do something nice for ppl, They take advantage of it...U like someone and tried to keep quiet abt it, she will nvr get to know how you feel...U like someone and told abt it, she thinks u are crazy! Sounds like opportunity cost from MicroEconomics huh? hahax...OK a load of rubbish to you...but its meaningful to me!
Hmm...seems that Raku Zen has yet to call me for the job yet...guess i might just go back to Sakae to work since my mom said that they need people...5.50/6? argh...Live with it lar...i need cash lolx!
Haha i wanna blog abt Gen now! Asked her abt her attachment experiences personally today...guess wat was the answer i got back?"There are many different kinds of them to see! Different colours,Infected ones, blah blah blah...!" GROSS! If you know wat i mean, U'll know wat i mean...if you don't u might wanna ask Gen and see if she will tell hahax...Yea i know its nature but...hell when i think abt it...its pretty much freaks me out! Wonder how the other nurses are doing...are they like doing the same stuff as Gen or much more gross OR more fortunate? hmms...beats me...
Gosh i tink i'm gona rest early today...freaking strengthless and sleepy...fever is gone but the headache is still there lar...Pls let me get better!!! Alright...tat's all for today! BYE!I ask you a favour...to make things better...to lighten my load...to end my suffering...to make me feel loved...
i'm not emo @ 9:59 PM
I'm Sick! Kallang was cold today lolx...down with a cold...darn!
Heys...I would like to address something 1st...I did not tag as aldred,affred or watever shit in Anju's blog...if you believe me thx! If you don't well u can leave this blog as of now!Shoo! Thx!Yea i know peeps are just having fun tagging using similiar names as me...but people...do have a limit k? I'm not pissed with you tagging but I'm pissed with people thinking its me even though i swore it isnt me! Those are the people i am pissed with...They just think I'm so lame to play with myself on someone's tagbox...I might as well play in my own tagbox lar why other's? Cant you just THINK??? Use your head! The superior being gave u a head to think! Its not for u to use it like Zidane! If I did tag I'll own up but why the hell didnt I own up? Because I DIDNT! Those people don't even Tag like me! Their names dun Spell like mine! They have got nth I have(who knows?Just a guess!)! So friends THINK! If up to this point u believe me I'll thank you very much(might treat you lunch someday^^)! If u still don't(if u haven't read the 1st-2nd paragraph) SCRAM...I dun have friends like you!Yea that's just enough I'm gona say abt the tagging!...Now moving on to chalet and teacher's day!Yeps The chalet was fun! yeps! 100%! all HUNKS no strange creatures from venus! Fantastic! Swensen,Edmund,HockYong,Kenny,WeiXiang,ChoonNgee and Me! Actually went to downtown east to get something for a teacher but couldnt find so yea just enjoyed the chalet wif the ex-Hua Yi ppl! ALL boys! SO? BOYS DO WAT THEY WANNA DO WIF NO RESTRICTIONS FROM THEIR GALS(most of them are attached)! We DOTAed! We BBQ! We POKERed! We POOLed! We GAMEed! We WATER-BOMBed(crap this part I Kana the most time!!Even got saboed to test the Ice water bomb!)! We EYE-CANDIED(HOLY SHIT I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO SAY THAT IN CASE THEIR GALS COME SEE =X)! This is one of the Best chalet for males ever! well yea i do admit there is a lack of femine irritation in the air and sort of uncomfortable! Oh well make do lar! Since there isnt a lack of pretty gals in the enviroment(just SEE,no TALK!) Yeps it was only 1 night and the Next morning I left for Hua Yi cox ITS TEACHERS DAY EVE!Reached Hua Yi at like 10am? 1st teacher i saw! Mdm Fong! Gosh she still looked so pale...heard she got a operation or something...but I can still sense an air of confidence from her everytime she speak...Gee...pretty much miss the days when I get disciplined by her lolx...And beside her was Ms Sally Pang! My Bio-killer! Lolx she has this special powers to make us come for her remedial classes horx?Then i saw Miss Lui! My consecutive PE and History teacher for many years! Hahax turned out I was the one who scored Better in her History Olvl-B4 wah lao that means the rest like get c5 c6 d7 e8? gosh! hopes the juniors can bark up wif history! its not tat difficult lar hahax! Then i saw Mrs Xiao! The always patient and nice Math Teacher! Thx to her I scored B3 for Math can! hahax she still look so nice and cool! Searched the whole staff room for Ms Loke my cute cute cute chinese teacher...but in the end my teacher told me she retired...haix sad lar...and Finally Mr Lee! Haha the Super Sporting and Nice guy from outer space!(he cant be from earth! just too nice!) I find Mr Lee still the Best loved teacher around...student councellors water bombed him around the whole school that day hahax! Mr Lee can Teach! can Kick(soccer)! can Talk(lots of jokes and stories to share) and lots of amazing stuff to make us learn his Chemistry! hahax My Chem got A2! Together with Bio!Yeps that's abt Teacher's day eve!Ok...Here is a Disaster I caused...I'm so sorry to everyone of my class man! the Marina South Steam Boat was too last minute planned cox it just came to my mind to celebrate teacher's day for Eddie Yeo on Wednesday...In the End it was cancelled cox many couldnt make it...hahax...only Arwin Emily and me turned up...so we decided to go Plaza Sing to chill instead...Emily wanna go eat Cafe Cartel...I was like ok since i nvr eat before why not go try? and then i saw the Pricing...er...ok alittle didnt expected but well I ordered myself a pasta and ate mostly bread hahax...The total Bill was $50 for the 3 of us...well seems pretty reasonable? i duno u decide! Hahax...At PS i learned that there is much more than just shopping from Arwin and Emily...they brought me to this shop which i thought only sold mattress...its spot(something?) i forgot lolx...Many Fun stuff inside huhx?...Discovered PS to be more than just a Movie and Arcade Place lolx...Alright its Late...gona go slp soon...in fact pretty sick at the moment...hope i get better tomorrow and go Kayaking again! Nitex everybody!Under the same Moon, I pray for you...Under the same Star, I wish for you...Under the same Sun, I watch over you...Under the same Sky, what would you do?
i'm not emo @ 12:01 AM
