Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Make My Day...
Today is Tuesday... I went to MacRitchie to row with Joel... Wasnt in my best mood though... Had GYM training the previous day so my whole body was aching...So many people were training at MacRitchie today... Got CJC, NJC, ACSI, Creasents Girls Hwa Chong, National Team blah blah blah... like a few hundreds of people in the waters... Seeing all of them training so hard makes me feel sad about it... Some people can train darn hard but they might not get the results they want... I'll feel bad abt it... Very Bad... Nevertheless in the upcoming competition... I aim for a medal... don't have to be gold... Any medal will do... but in actual fact... I know I just don't want to lose badly! I do not want to capsize before my race ends... I do not want to be the last few to come back for my race... I want to qualify for at least after the Heats... And after that I will give all my best to get a medal... Time is nt my friend... Giving me just 1month or less to train for this Race already showed its dislike for me... However... We are all racing against time... Seeing the National Team today really made me wonder... Even if I gave my best shot... Will there really be a chance? Everyone has a limit... Our Best is our limit... Each person differs in their limit... And the purpose of training or practicing is to expand the limit in order to reach higher limits... We all know that... But we need a constant reminder to push ourselves and succeed... Its been so long since I tried to really seriously do something... Truth: I didnt even study like shit for the Exams-.-! So u know how long it was since I did my 100%? But just for this race... I'm giving more than 100%... Alfred, Alfred... Don't fail myself! Stress sia haha!Yes yes yes I know I have to do my best... I know that for the thousand times people are always telling me... And YES I know that I won't improve by training everyday... Its not like I didnt rest ok! I sleep at least 6 hours a day since Sunday! And I'm not rowing or training on Friday before my race! Today's MacRitchie's 1Km did not seem to be very far... but... It felt as if it was going to take forever to finish that 1Km... I must be Retarded... I know I've always been...I'm Cross... Working for the Pet shop everyday! Wow... Soon I'm gona start licking people (or Biting=)!!!) Or Barking! Man I'm talking dog language everyday... But hell its fun =)! And the dogs really DO listen to U! Its just that they don't speak to response but they cuddle up to you when you are sad, Hop around and play innocently to cheer you up or even pester you to make you stop tinking about other stuff other than itself... I've never treated dogs as dogs... They are just like Babies... Babies who wants to play, need attention and to be fed when hungry... They are learning to understand you just as we are learning to understand them... Man judging from the way I'm behaving I might just fall in love with them... At least they don't break hearts, they don't make empty promises, they don't argue with you, they don't scold you back, they don't give you attitudes, they are just like friends who abides you... I'm gona believe this and continuing beliving this until someone really drops by and make my day... Be warned though... I'm a tough nut to crack...I Don't Need Wishes... I Don't Need Pushes... I Need A Miracle... Give Me More Than I Expect... Beyond My Expectations...Hope my hardwork will pay off both at the race and also other factors... Wanna clue wat else I'm working on? well TOO BAD! No clue! Bye!
i'm not emo @ 10:28 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
To say? Or not to say?
My Mood is Black...Just like my favourite colour...the universe is black...just like it is in space...Tiny stars and planets glitter glimpse of lights...only to be waiting to be eaten eventually by darkness...However, just like these stars...my hopes glitter alittle hoping that there will never be a chance for darkness to consume...OK enough wif the emo part...I feel like saying Thank you to my friends=)...So Thank You! Thank you to my kayaking team mates! Thank you to my secondary school clique! Thank you to my basketball friends! Thank you to my JJC friends(CRYSTAL! U BASTARD! EVERYTIME BUSY ASS, k lar ur A-Lvl this yea I forgive u!!) Thank you To people from NYP( yea really new friends but thx alot!) My Previous NYP classmates!Island creamry has great ice-creams...!!! Some dun think so? I'll tell u why! It depends on who u eat the ice-cream with! I ate with good friends! So it tasted good!Shit I think I got some disorder...but then again it may be a fact! Come on people! Tell me the truth! I know I'm ugly right! Now u know wat? I'm Fat! So it makes me Fat and Ugly! Oh man Beat that! CAN U BEAT THAT? Its like the MAXIMUM Limit which anyone can reach!(well Almost minus the part where i got pimples all over my face mixed wif achne, well i might as well work on it by rubbing shit on my face just to really reach maximum!)Now I'm Broke...Penniless...I spent everything on food! U know when people is in a bad mood they eat much more than normal? Yea tat happens to me too...Great...Seriously!I hurt my Right Shoulder...from Kayaking..Hasnt heal yet...kind of worried...resting too long isn't good...but training too hard makes it worst...I'm Cross...someone tell me wat to do!!!Bye!
i'm not emo @ 11:36 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Cause Of Events, Never Ends...
Looking right in front of you, you see a guy. He is searching for something, will you help him?Or, would you try and observe if he is handsome, cute, tall etc, before deciding to help him?Cos someone told me this:-Hi are you looking for someting? I decide to help you since your cute.Gosh...I duno if I should be happy or disgusted-.-...I'm quite glad she said I was cute...But WAT THE HELL IS THE WORLD GETTING INTO...SO IF I WAS UGLY SHE WON'T HELP ME???-.-Ok nvm her...THE COACH came down for our gym training on Monday...HELL UNLEASHED! ok hell unleased the 2nd day actually...when all the ache and pain took over your body...could hardly move when I woke up...could finally take my 1st step out of bed at like 2pm...bloody hell...imagine the ache man...but partially cox i haven't done gym during exam periods and the sudden burst of heavy weights just didnt seem quite ideal for my body...crap...BUT I'M GROWING! tats a good thing man!K bye!
i'm not emo @ 11:26 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Time for fun? Not quite...
Helo...Been quite some time since I blogged huh? Exams are over...but it isn't quite fun after exams anyway...Still kind of depressed and worried abt the papers...Thinking of starting to prepare for any possible sub-papers man...crap...everyone's trying to tell me forget abt it and have fun 1st...well...its not like i duno...its just that i cant...Gosh some national competition is coming up end of march OR early april...its a sprint...i can't even balance well on the K yet...how am i gona learn and sprint well in such a short time...crap...makes me depressed even further...well...gtg...going out wif some kick-ass people...at least something for me to look forward to=)...Date me people! Dun leave me dying of boredom=(!Later!
i'm not emo @ 9:50 AM
