Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Today...woke up in the morning 8am...still depressed over wat happened...decided not to go to school...i cant face my classmates...not yet...bathed...took my bike and cycled around jurong...many things went through my mind when i was cycling and wasnt really concentrating on the road...rammed into a few objects...trees...poles etc...wasnt really injured or anything...stopped at 1pm by my grandmother's hse to eat lunch...its been 1 week since i last saw her...missed her alot...i always cheer up when i see her cheery smile...all my life shes been my sunshine there's practically nth i can do without her...after seeing her i felt better...but it still wasnt enough to make me stop thinking abt it...decided to go home and rest abit...
On the way home while crossing the zebra crossing on my bike a taxi came buy and rammed into me...i didnt notice it coming or rather my mind wasnt concentrating...but the taxi braked in time so it was just a bump on my thigh...but i fell off the bike...twisted my waist alittle i guess...cox it hurts when i tried to bend or use strength on my back and my right thigh hurts too...but i managed to cycle back to my hse...
Layed on my bed...still thinking of stuffs...wat shld i do?haix...so much wish i can go kayaking today...at least if i can see jerm,sky,JJ,yirui,joel,leon,justin,david,derrick, yunos,gen,Ju,hsing yee,jasmine,nadz, and the seniors then maybe i wun think so much...plus its wednesday today...i might get a chance to see Naomi again and finally be friends wif her instead of jus being able to see her on wednesdays...this whole week seemed to be the worst one...
4pm...i woke up...anyang called me asked if i wanna go and play basketball...my waist and thigh didnt really hurt much so i decided to go...wasnt in the mood to play...so i went down and slacked...no perfect shots like i use to do...no stylish layouts + no faking passes...i was like a noob on the court...so embarassing...haix...
went home at 8pm...like a zombie looking for a prey...i felt as if i could eat anything in the world...so glad to see dad's bought dinner...finished it in like 1min? lolx...sat down in front of my laptop and did the usual stuff...
A pretty boring post today huh? cox today is really boring and nth really happens when i am depressed...sry ppl...
It is not going to work out...is there really such a word call "hope"?then i hope that there is still "hope" for me...
i'm not emo @ 9:58 PM
